March 2010
1 post
Take a step back.
Sometimes you have to take a step back from everything. This world we live in is so big and sometimes we get caught up in all the hype. Always wanting what every body else has or trying not to be like every body else. Either way we’re following a group of people, with or without our knowledge. Recently I’ve learned that nothing is that important. For the past month I’ve been...
February 2010
3 posts
Sometimes I forget how big the world is
thesummerset:
There are still so many places I’ve yet to see. It’s weird to think that right now in another country, on another continent, in a different hemisphere, there are people going about their daily lives just like you and I.
I feel like we get so caught up in our own world that we fail to realize people exist outside of our own communities and even outside of our own countries.
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jessbowen: what's to fear? →
We are all full of fear, whether we like to admit it or not. The fear of failure, the fear of rejection, and even just the fear of making our own decisions, because hell, what if we do make a mistake? Day after day our lives are filled with decision-making. But let’s face it, that’s just reality….
raise the bar high
jessbowen:
thesummerset:
What is it that will truly make you happy in life? Don’t think too hard about this question, but answer it with the first thing that comes to your mind. Now I could bet that a majority of you would answer this question in relating your happiness to “love” or “finding true love.” I can respect that, and I am not here to say that any of you are wrong in thinking this....
January 2010
3 posts
This is Real
brandonwronski:
If someone gave you a microphone and a stage, what would you say and what would you sing? Whether the crowd was 10 people or 10,000, what would you make with the moment? I was going to write a letter to the frontmen—the folks who sing in bands. I was going to say that there should be a system or some classes where they would be reminded that music is a very special thing;...
Finally it has arrived... :(
Finals week. :/
Pretty sure i hate the end of the semester.
Tomorrow I’m most likely going to die.
One test I will ne passing is English. I actually studied and did the work. :D
Physics however, I’m completely lost (feel free to help me any day) i’m going to fail the test.
History goes in one ear and out the other. I think it’s cause she teaches it so slow, I...
December 2009
5 posts
Downs.
I’ve decided its about time that my life has an up moment. Everybody always says life is full of up and downs. Well with the amount of downs ive had i think its my turn to be happy and have an amazing UP moment in my life. In the duration of these last 5 years i have seen half of my family be put in a cop car. I stood as my brothers sheild while he was getting stabbed in the jugular(i wasnt...
Family.
The people I consider family are the ones who are always there for me and love me. Family isn’t necessarily the people who concieve you, they are the ones who prove that they will always be there for you and they will always try to understand. Even when they don’t. Being a family isn’t a part-time job, it’s full time and if they can’t handle it they can’t be...
November 2009
13 posts
Silence.
Another lonely night in the cold.
Had thanksgiving at my dads, for the most part it was good. A couple minor arguments. Nothing to bad. When I got back to my moms house she immediately asked me to take her friends home. That turned into a second at the bar. I haven’t seen her for a couple hours, she won’t answer my phone calls or texts so I’m going to bed. To yet another lonely...
Simplicity.
My joy is brought in only the simplest of ways. The smallest things bring a smile to my face and put a bounce in my step. From seeing an old friend to playing with static electricity! Ive recently come to realize material things arent what bring joy and happiness. I mean ive always heard people quote sayings of the same sort, but you truly have to experience the happiness before you can truly...
Inspiration.
I wish i could be one of those people who can write the most beautiful things, and it comes so easily to them. I am good at writing. I can go into my English class and write an essay in an hour no problem. I can get a good grade on the essay to, but when it comes to being inspirational and good with words i get stuck. Maybe i need to sit down and try writing, but for now i can only hope i can...
What a rush!!
Oh my gosh i was just doing homework when i looked down at my phone and saw that one of my favorite bands had tweeted, when i looked at what it said MY NAME was in it!! :D Its such a rush when you see that! Not to mention seeing it along with the words YOU WON! :) WOOooo im still slightly freaking out! :) Its a good freaking out though i was so happy i screamed, my mom still doesnt know whats...
To be continued.
Monday. What more can be said? Its the first day of the week and everyone is oh so tired. Well today I woke up early got ready and now im off to school, but last night i didnt even want to go to school ever again. When I woke up this morning i felt a sigh of relief and happiness. Last night was full of sorrow and tears, but sometimes thats just what people need. They just need to show whats...
okay.
Haha okay so i had a break down today. I mean a lot of it is true, but im good. Im okay :D i smile because i want to, yeah sometimes to hide the pain but not to much anymore. :) I like to live life to the fullest and day by day. There is no other way to live it! :) haha i go to school every day and do well. Ive never done anything bad and dont want to! I like who i am and at the end of the day...
Strange Beauty
brandonwronski:
This morning, Friday the 13th, we got into our van only to find that it wouldn’t start. It wouldn’t jump start so we called AAA. A few hours later they showed up but were of no help. We ended up getting stuck in a snow storm for 8 hours before someone came and was able to start the van up. We drove for a few hours on our way to Denver but the roads proved to be impassable and we...
Story of my life...
the story of my life is one hidden well. Words that no one knows but me. What they see is the front cover and the words the lye within are oh so different than the outer appearance. The pain written along the pages hidden beneath a shadowing front. The one they all believe is true but dont realize once its pushed away the cuts run deep. The pain within is a silent torture every minute of every...
chills.
Its the middle of november and as i sit in my house i have on gloves and a winter coat. The struggle of not being able to pay the bill is taking its toll on my mom. She just wants to make sure i have what i need, and right now we dont have heat, havent been able to afford it for a couple of years. It sucks i never thought i could be so cold while sitting within a house. I love the snow i think it...
“’The most beautiful things in life always have a contrasting element of...”
– Brandon Wronski
Weekend
Had an amazing weekend! Got to see one of my favorite bands, Eye Alaska, with some of my closest friends. We sang, danced, took tons of pictures, and got all of their signatures. Talked to everyone from the band and had a really awesome time! :) The other people at the concert thought we were crazy with our faces painted and all, but hey its what we do. Were not like everybody else were crazy...
October 2009
1 post
“Little hometown bands play music they love and music they believe in, the sad...”
– -ashley